Where had we been taken, you ask? Well, since we couldn’t live alone, the police officer had found our only living relative. My dad’s old aunt. Miss Selway owned a house in the empty part of Twinbrook. I always felt the building was beyond scary, probably haunted.
Alice and I now lived in a room containing only a bed and a chair. With the wallpaper practically peeling of the walls.
Miss Selway was quite a strange woman. After two days of just lying in bed I still hadn’t seen her. Alice promised me she was awful. The first time I manged to get down to breakfast on my own I was shipped to school without so much as a word from the cold and distant woman.
At first we didn’t even hear her talk, but after we had lived there for a while she started to creep out of her shell. I wish she hadn’t though.
She would make us work every hour of that day that wasn’t already taken by school. We never got to do our homework, something always seemed to be broken or dirty, and she still expected us to have top grades. Our meals were a slice of bread or a bowl of oatmeal, while she stuffed her face with the most delicious and exotic food. Our cotton dresses were basically all we owned and didn’t change it until the length crossed the school’s dress code.
But I could have lived with this. None of it was unbearable, and I didn’t mind doing some housework. The worst part was yet to come…
It started about half a year after the accident, she started screaming to us, and hitting when we did something she disapproved of. One day I was forced to turn my shirt in-side-out because she had beaten me to blood right before the school bus came.
I went the whole day with my shirt turned, while everyone laughed at me. Even the teachers had to hide their smiles as I sat in class, but it was a whole lot better than the other option. Alice spent all of her power trying to stop people from teasing me. She could have been thin air seeing how no one bothered to listen to her.
We kept each other strong, and when two years had passed we had finally found a nearly peaceful coexistent with our new legal guardian.
Until one day, after five years, Alice found a door that left her more exited than she had been in a long time. We weren’t really allowed to wander around on the upper floor, but Alice had accidentally gone up to find an old book Miss Selway had asked about. The door hadn’t been locked she said, but she hadn’t dared enter alone.
“Come on!” “ We’re going to get in trouble.” “Don’t be such a baby.” “I’m serious. She’s going to kill us!” “Oh, please.”
She turned the doorknob, and the door gave away. Unfortunately, I managed to step on a loose floorboard.
“Hush, you’re going to get us caught!” she whispered frantically.
I stayed behind, letting her go first, into the darkness of the unknown. Her eyes widened with disbelief, but what it was she saw she would never tell me. Footsteps were coming up the stairs, and the blood froze to ice in our veins.
“What do you two think you are doing?!” “ Nothing. I swear miss Selway!” “You are lying, you filthy girl!”
I watched in horror as the old lady closed in on us, and dragged Alice in to another room. My mind register the sound of screaming and yelling, but it all feels too distant. My sister’s face swam in front of me. A sickening thud, and I turned towards the sight, a sight I would never forget.
Poor Alice lay in bed forever after the incident. She must have broken something, besides her life spirit, because she couldn’t cross the hall to the bathroom without help and a lot of pain. She was pale for the first time in her life, as pale as the sheets and had nightmares every night.
I sat in the chair by her side whenever I could escape Miss Selway’s hawk eyes; just like she had done for me. Alice didn’t talk anymore, I tried my best, but not a word left her mouth. I’m not sure if it was because of the pain or the shock. So, I kept sitting, watching toss and turn around in the bed , sweat pouring down her face and a frown heavily etched between her eyebrows.
Not even on our birthday did I get so much as a “Happy birthday!” in return.
Finally, one night I had gone to bed thinking she was asleep, she found my hand under the sheets and held on to it like I might disappear from her grasp. “Aria, are you awake?” “Yes. How are you?” “I think it’s getting better,” she said, with a tone of consideration. “That’s great, Alice! I was so worried about you.” ” I know you sat by me for hours. Thank you.” “You did the same for me,” I said, squeezing her hand lightly. “That’s what sisters do.”
We were quiet for a while and I drifted of to sleep, but Alice woke me up one last time. “Aria?” “Mmm,” was all I could say. “You were always the strong one, you still are. Without you I’m not sure I would have made it. Don’t forget that okay?” “Okay…” “I love you, little sister.” But I was already asleep.
When I woke up the next day Alice’s side of the bed looked like it had never been touched and she was nowhere to be seen. At first I thought she must have gotten better and already headed downstairs for some breakfast. But she was neither in the kitchen nor the livingroom.
I stupidly asked the devil herself if she had seen Alice, but she laughed straight in to my face.
Desperate as I was I asked again hoping for a serious answer this time. She looked at me with her cold, blue eyes and a burning pain seared across my face as her hand connected with my cheek.
“Don’t ask that ever again!” she barked. “You’re little friend is gone, for good I hope.”
After that Alice became a banned word at the house. Just uttering it earned a slap across the face. The only thing that kept me going was the notion that wherever Alice might be it had to be a lot safer than here.
But why did she leave without me?
You’re too weak. She wouldn’t have made it anywhere with you hanging behind.
So the years passed like they had since we came, and I had started an after school job to earn some money. Miss Selway did of course collect my payment at the end of the week, but she had no idea that I was actually paid extra in the weekends.
My eighteenth birthday came and went like the others had without presents or cakes. And I was thrown out on the street by Selway.
“You need to take care of yourself from now on,” she’d said. “I did you a kindness when I took you in as a child, but I am tired of having a leech like you around the house.”
So I left without any other money than what I had earned in the weekends these last three years and the small inheritance my parents had left me. I still looked forward to escaping what had been my prison for eight years.
Once again silence nestled in the laundromat. I expected Brad to say something, but he stayed as silent as he had done the first time.
“I’m sorry,” I started. “I shouldn’t have told you all of that, but there is no one else who knows, and I couldn’t keep it to myself any longer.”
“No, I’m not sorry at all. Actually I’m really glad you told me, so don’t worry about it,” he assured me and taking my hand. “But I think we should probably get going. Come on, I’ll drive you home.”
“So you didn’t tell,…Christian doesn’t know about it?”
“No,” I sighed. “He never asked, or seem even remotely interested. I’m not sure I would have told him if he wanted, but…”
He parked outside the house and followed me out as I left the car.
“Thank you for driving me home Brad. And for being such a good listener.”
“Anytime,” he smiled. “And I’m serious about that. Just give me a call and I’ll be here before you’ve had time to hang up.”
“What about tomorrow?” I asked, ignoring the flaming of my cheeks. “Dinner, maybe?”
He stood looking at silently at me for so long I was afraid he might not answer at all. But then a wide grin spread across his face. “Absolutely.”